November 2002 rediagnosed with a recurring tumor I am going to bring you through the whole fun thing
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This is where you stick random tidbits of information about yourself.
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Brain Tumor History And Other Rants
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Saturday, September 06, 2003
The boredom seems to drag on and on. We get rainy days ½ the week then the weekend is beautiful and I am in the house. I don’t live on a busy street there is nothing to watch outside. No one to talk to, I guess this gig is getting old. It’s like what am I going to do with myself. There are only so many times I can do nothing. I am stuck here with no where to go nothing to really do. In a holding pattern. I guess the good part is if there is nothing to do I can’t get into to much trouble. The book I am reading is boring, I have been trying to get through this movie W;t and every time I try to watch it I get interrupted. Today was the 3rd time and 3rd interruption. I guess it gets back to the distancing part to this whole thing. When you are alone with no one around and you can’t go out and do anything due to your illness, you are really alone. There is no weekend fun and running around. Hell I can’t even get milk unless I walk like 2-4 miles to either quick check or pathmark. It is a blast really. Like I said earlier motivation is at a zero. I think about doing things like walking to the store but I just sit here and wait for my next meal, next meal, then for sleep to come and turn me off for another day being on hold. Nothing new to report, why are you still reading this, you are a morbid bastard.
6:36 PM
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