November 2002 rediagnosed with a recurring tumor I am going to bring you through the whole fun thing
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This is where you stick random tidbits of information about yourself.
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Brain Tumor History And Other Rants
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Thursday, May 06, 2004
Lou Reed
Vanishing Act From The Raven
It must be nice to disappear
To have a vanishing act
To always be looking forward
And never looking back
How nice it is to disappear
Float into a mist
With a young lady on your arm
Looking for a kiss
It might be nice to disappear
To have a vanishing act
To always be looking forward
Never look over your back
It must be nice to disappear
Float into a mist
With a young lady on your arm
Looking for a kiss
For all you medical vampires, just the facts:
Monday April 26, 2004 Facial Seizure again it began with a little ticking in the face, then it stopped for about 5 seconds and then it went on for about a minute this time, it seems to linger a little at the end with some eyebrow ticks at the end.
Wednesday May 5, 2004 6pm Facial Seizure again it began with a little ticking in the face, then it stopped for about 5 seconds and then it went on for about a minute this time, it seems to linger a little at the end with some eyebrow ticks at the end.
My last MRI scan from April 15th was clear. I still have a hole in my head!!
I spent another Wednesday at the Cancer center getting my blood checked, my platlets are on their way down, no surprise there. Now the volunteers have become chummy with me. I think I have to surprise them with my killer chocolate chip cookies, what those women don?t know I can do in the kitchen.
I dreamed about your house today I was passing by the exit on the highway that led to where you lived and I dreamed of a better time with less worries where we spent our time growing up together the innocence of it all will never be here again. I mean we went through our growing pains. But if I ever get a situation half as good I will have a better life. Granted if I don?t screw it up again, I want a clean start. I don?t want to drag any luggage in. I want an honest situation where we don?t hold things against each other......
I think we can all relate to these types of memories. I guess its just one of those side effects of getting old. I dwell on it then I try to make myself realize that I am the only one that can change my situation but at the same token I am limited with what I can do I just have to work around my situation it?s like my biggest sale of my life is me.
I am sorting a lot of baggage out right now. I am trying to revamp and get used to bachelorhood again. I have to admit it is nice to only worry about myself, who am I kidding, I have always just worried about myself. I am trying to clean out the attic right now and take inventory on where I am at, and what I have going on. I am learning to live with borrowing, begging and bumming rides where I can. I will do what I have to do to survive. A year ago I was sick as a dog, I went through that to get to this.
So I am just trying to simplify some stuff nowadays. I guess I have been introspective a bit lately.
I can?t believe some people still read this thing, but if I don?t update it, sooner or later I get complaints.
Well there is a lot more going on, but not everything I am going to write out right now. Not even too much on medical stuff, but just life stuff. And the ending of friends has me crushed ? NOT.
9:26 PM
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