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Brain Tumor History And Other Rants
 
Monday, April 11, 2005  
Here it is the end of Wednesday:

Around dinner time my friend Felix came to visit with a friend from his job. It was great to see him. We talked for awhile. And then they had to get back home.

So I am on the phone with Heather and I get a visit from a friend from 10 years ago. But from forever ago. Alexis had seen my blog was updated, and was concerned, she wrote to me and told me to call her from the hospital, but being a stubborn Aries, and me having guests most of the days she just showed up after work. So I told Heather I had a visitor and that I loved her and we hung up. So we sat and talked for awhile hashing up some stuff, but she helped me remember a different me from back then, and told me I was a good person which meant a lot to me, and we were happy for each other, both of us having special people in our lives.

My roommate had his TV cranked up so I used my IPod to sleep. This song came on and fit the situation to a T with these lines:
Bob Dylan
Standing in the Doorway
Last night I danced with a strangerBut she just reminded me you were the one

It kills sometimes when one person can help you gain so much current perspective, just out of being a caring person. Thank you.

Heather:
Bob Dylan
Wedding SongI love you more than ever, more than time and more than love,I love you more than money and more than the stars above,Love you more than madness, more than waves upon the sea,Love you more than life itself, you mean that much to me.Ever since you walked right in, the circle's been complete,I've said goodbye to haunted rooms and faces in the street,To the courtyard of the jester which is hidden from the sun,I love you more than ever and I haven't yet begun.You breathed on me and made my life a richer one to live,When I was deep in poverty you taught me how to give,Dried the tears up from my dreams and pulled me from the hole,Quenched my thirst and satisfied the burning in my soul.You gave me babies one, two, three, what is more, you saved my life,Eye for eye and tooth for tooth, your love cuts like a knife,My thoughts of you don't ever rest, they'd kill me if I lie,I'd sacrifice the world for you and watch my senses die.The tune that is yours and mine to play upon this earth,We'll play it out the best we know, whatever it is worth,What's lost is lost, we can't regain what went down in the flood,But happiness to me is you and I love you more than blood.It's never been my duty to remake the world at large,Nor is it my intention to sound a battle charge,'Cause I love you more than all of that with a love that doesn't bend,And if there is eternity I'd love you there again.Oh, can't you see that you were born to stand by my sideAnd I was born to be with you, you were born to be my bride,You're the other half of what I am, you're the missing pieceAnd I love you more than ever with that love that doesn't cease.You turn the tide on me each day and teach my eyes to see,Just bein' next to you is a natural thing for meAnd I could never let you go, no matter what goes on,'Cause I love you more than ever now that the past is gone.

3:48 PM

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