November 2002 rediagnosed with a recurring tumor I am going to bring you through the whole fun thing
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This is where you stick random tidbits of information about yourself.
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Brain Tumor History And Other Rants
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Tuesday, November 01, 2005
My insurance company finally got my update from my doctors office. Now I just have to wait to see of Met Life still deems me disabled. I guess with this tumor thing happening 3 times some friends get past making a big deal about it/ staying that close. Or they think it is closer to consuming me, and fear keeps them from being close. Either way I am still here, It just gets quiet sometimes, dead quiet. I wish I could go out more and do more but I just don't have the energy to go out and with this chemo thing coming up I will be imprisoned here. I know certain cats that have dropped off of the radar, I know keeping up is a 2 way street, so a little while back I tried to reach out to a bunch of supporters. We passed emails and it went back to quiet. You see when you are out like this, you feel like you are interrupting peoples lives. I know I am in a lot of thoughts and prayers and for that I am very thankful and at any time I have some troops at a phone calls distance it's a great feeling. Maybe it's just because I am such a social-talk-a lot monster that I miss that social interaction. But I do get to call doctors offices and insurance companies a lot. I like people that are so close locally in NJ and have not seen me at all this entire year. Nice close friends, no big deal nothing Bob hasn't done before.
People are strange when you're a stranger Faces look ugly when you're alone Women seem wicked when you're unwanted Streets are uneven when you're down
When you're strange Faces come out of the rain When you're strange No one remembers your name When you're strange When you're strange When you're strange
People are strange when you're a stranger Faces look ugly when you're alone Women seem wicked when you're unwanted Streets are uneven when you're down When you're strange Faces come out of the rain When you're strange No one remembers your name When you're strange When you're strange When you're strange When you're strange Faces come out of the rain When you're strange No one remembers your name When you're strange When you're strange When you're strange
7:54 AM
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