November 2002 rediagnosed with a recurring tumor I am going to bring you through the whole fun thing
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This is where you stick random tidbits of information about yourself.
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Brain Tumor History And Other Rants
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Monday, May 29, 2006
5/30/06
The saying goes everything happens for a reason. Well at this big change in my life I know why this is happening. So everything before this was a dress rehearsal? Some of those rehearsals were cruel jokes played on me. I am not wallowing in my past illnesses although life without them would have been ok. Or would it? Would I be who I am without all the head stuff? Would I be with Heather is the big question. I mean we are rock solid I mean everyone has some cracks, don’t get me wrong. I mean she smokes crack just to deal with me everyday. I don’t like to do what ifs there was a time when I lived going in circles like a hawk wondering if I missed something. With Heather I don’t do that my life is forward. OJ said it if the glove don’t fit, nothing else in my life fit. I only guess that I must have wasted my time waiting for A. Heather to get out of High School, she is 6 years younger than I am and B. Me to be ready to know how to love her, she has taught me through her actions of love. And I guess I just road different boats until we passed in the right night at the right time. There has been no other passion for me since. I used to get whiplash in the city from all the ships that passed me by. Heather has changed that and I thought nothing could change that. I really don’t care anymore. I mean now I see or hear guys like damn look at her. I am like great, yep, somewhere some guy is sick of her. I hope they are on the right ships. Everything that has come before has made me learn when “It” hit me in the form of Heather. Yes she hits me help, help. She puts on a man-beater t-shirt and it’s on.
12:14 PM
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