November 2002 rediagnosed with a recurring tumor I am going to bring you through the whole fun thing
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This is where you stick random tidbits of information about yourself.
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Brain Tumor History And Other Rants
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Friday, January 12, 2007
1/12/07
Thinking
1/12/07
What do I got? Well several doctor appointments I had to reschedule. The team I was trying to establish of doctors in Pa to work with my New York ones at this point I think I have learned I think I just need to work with the New York ones. Trying to keep communication flowing between them is virtually impossible. I had another MRI on the 2nd . So I have basically given up on anyone other than my specialists in New York. To much work coordinating it all.
Man I miss some things so bad. And some people I don’t miss at all. My motorcycle I miss. Ex-friends that think I changed I am over you. I mean I moved to a new house in a neighboring state with my wife. I changed zip codes and have a wife that is my best friend and makes me happy. If that is a bad change then what the hell do you call good? I mean hell I am still alive after all these years, and crazy. I got a hole in my head to prove it. I wish no-one had to wake up scared everyday for their health to remain stable. I especially pray for sick children not to suffer. The scariest part is seeing children that don’t know any other way than their fate. Man you think because your McDonalds order got screwed up you got problems? I don’t think so.
I would say that I wish none it ever happened to me but that is weak. It has made me a better person. I am stronger mentally, spiritually and can relate to the darkness that befalls people. And in the bigger picture it is the path that led me here, and I have made some great friends along the way including my wife. I still got some great close friends some others that I need to have closer. But I know the ones in spirit that I don’t get to talk to. I Re-connected with some friends from my past that I am happy about really great people. Life is good but is always cloudy remember that. Life will always be a curving road where you can never see to far in front of you so take it easy.
5:41 PM
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